Journey of Tattooed Mom out of her element.

I’m sitting here thinking about a recent occurance while I’m being sick from this kid in me. my future step daughters mother decided that she wasn’t going to let HH get his child for our wedding weekend. It is not the child’s fault he doesn’t want her, it’s not the kids fault he is marrying someone he loves and WANTS to be with, and didn’t have a child in attempts to KEEP him. When the time arrives, she will have to answer to that child as to why she wasn’t there and why she kept her from going. But keep in mind ‘it’s in the best interest of the child’….my fucking ass.

I find it funny how jealous she is of me, my situation, our situation and the fact that the child actually has it BETTER then there.

I firmly believe in Karma and feel that with time, she will get hers.

Everyone has friends, aquiantainces or whatever you wish to call them. Some you see often if nothing more than to come by to say hey. Then you have those who only come around when they are looking something whether it was free information, free parts, massively discounted parts etc. I’m sure we are not the only one who has had this experiance.
We have one who comes in for free information on his race car when he SHOULD be working with his business. But it seems whatever information is given, he does a 180 and does the EXACT opposite. And he has worked at this speed shop for many years several years ago but acts as though he doesn’t know shit. SURPRISED? no
We have two different ones that want us to build engines, brings in old, used parts to make one of that part then expects us to WARRANTY IT. Are you kidding me? We have gotten rid of one and hoping to do the other. It’s not worth it after all these years.

Just wanted to share some of what we deal with daily….heh

Keep it bitchin’

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Hubby, we will call HH, came by the shop and we went to go get lunch. We went to a little place on the corner by the machine shop and it was closed. It seems every place that attempts business there does not work out. If they change their hours or attempt a different format maybe it would work out. Who knows, I don’t do restaurants….just bars….heh

Anyway, we ended up at Central Cafe and they were BUSY. We managed to get a booth shortly after arriving. I saw a pregnant woman and her hubby, I suppose, walk in and she looked faimilar but I couldn’t place her. Then, shortly after, a girl I knew walked in and sat with them.

I knew this girl from SEVERAL years ago, like when I was ummmm 19 or 20, when we use to hang out at D8 and was wild and crazy. As I was leaving, she made EVER effort for me not to see her. I really wanted to walk up and say, ‘Hunny, you can’t hide that hair’ and walk out but I didn’t. I just walked out as though I didn’t notice. It got me thinking……

I know how we both were growing up, and even though it was innocent, we had a good time. Just enjoying the people we were around etc. Granted, I have MANY visable tattoos, which does make me look different, but I honestly have not changed other then growing up quite a bit. Well, she apparently has gotten to good for anyone as her life is perfect, I suppose.

It amazes me how people never thought that because their life is perfect now, that it wasn’t perfect when they were younger. At that time in your life, it was. I feel my life is perfect with all my tattoos and my HH and my puppies and my future child.

It brings up a good quote, Don’t forget those of your past, b/c you may need them one day.

The reader’s digest version of what is goin’ on in my life is as follows:
Getting Married Aug. 23rd 2008
I am currently 4 months pregnant (We planned on getting married Halloween ’08, I got off the pill since they claimed it takes 6 months or more for it to get out of your system, and it only took two months off the pill. Mom got involved and didn’t want me to look like a cow Halloween (which would be HOT to be a dead pregnant bride, but hey) and we pushed it to my B-day, HOW LOVELY.) I’m hoping it will turn into MY wedding soon.
I currently HATE my job for many reasons, mostly b/c it’s hard for my family to dsitinquish which part of me is their CHILD and which part is an EMPLOYEE. It is getting easier for me to seperate it, yet it’s still becoming difficult. We have discussed that after the baby is born, I will most likely NOT come back here to work. It’s not something I love anymore, It’s become an actual job. (more later)
I currently and plan on just staying at two shih Tzu puppies, harley and chevy.
I have a soon-2-b-step daughter Maddy who is GROGEOUS in my eyes minus the baby mama drama.

This is just a bit of what is going on, more as they arrive or hit that one brain cell that is currently working overtime…..heh